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Showing posts with label Some Beautiful Pages.... Show all posts

March 6, 2011

One more time

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I flared a smile,
Met by contempt
 You looked down at me.

I did everything
Explained you frantically
You didn’t believe.

You said things
I was hurt
You were hurt.

Did things end?
Yes,
One more time...
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ps: To my Bestest Friend.



October 4, 2010

Gift?

The silver box is packed
In the hope to see a smile
The folds pressing love
Layer by layer...


The silver box is opened
In disbelief
And numbness creeps in
With each fold.


That smile slowly fades away
And instead
A tear is dropped.


Wouldn't you love such a gift?

September 9, 2010

Sweetheart

He: It feels as if I have seen you taking birth, as a toddler, as a cheeky li'l schoolgirl, then gradually turning into a sensible lovely young adult.

I've known you throughout.

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She: You made faces, I know. Irritated by the unnecessary mirth at times, then, falling for the same silly gal. How casual you looked when I came to meet you.But then the frantic calls when I disappeared.I enjoyed it all from a distance then grew restless myself. 
I know you read all my emotions... pretending not to care..you fought hard inside, I know...

But I had to close my eyes, because,
I could see you seeing me...

July 18, 2010

Untitled

Diamond
Undiscovered, rare.
And just the rough they saw !

How do I blame them?

For
It needs to be me
To see you.

May 10, 2010

A bit of Tulika...

Hello Friends,
I realize that it's about time I should share something with you all. I just received  a reminder that it was time for my next post. Having read this reminder my gaze fell upon my cupboard which has a paper pasted on which some lines are scribbled in my handwriting. So I thought it would be delightful on my part to tell you something that I've always cherished, that something that marks the inception of my passion for poetry. I used to read various poets till then but they were more like happened to come across reads. But after I read this poet it really made me passionate about poetry. Fernando Pessoa, one of my most favourite poets had actually broken  the mould with those lines and  the very demarcation established was endless.A few lines from this verse are etched in me and I'll post it marking them in bolds. It's one of the most beautiful verses I've ever read.

THE KEEPER OF SHEEP II

My gaze is clear like a sunflower.
It is my custom to walk the roads
Looking right and left
And sometimes looking behind me,
And what I see at each moment
Is what I never saw before,
And I’m very good at noticing things.
I’m capable of feeling the same wonder
A newborn child would feel
If he noticed that he’d really and truly been born.
I feel at each moment that I’ve just been born
Into a completely new world…

I believe in the world as in a daisy,
Because I see it. But I don’t think about it,
Because to think is to not understand.
The world wasn’t made for us to think about it
But to look at it and to be in agreement.

I have no philosophy, I have senses…
If I speak of Nature it’s not because I know it
But because I love it,
Loving does not mean 

What they love, why they love.

To love is eternal innocence,
And innocence is not to think of it… 



I hope you all like it.
Best regards,
Tulika

April 20, 2010

Rose


Neatly pressed in those pages
Turned golden
Is my red rose
Turned golden
Are the days of yore.

Carrying soft fragrance
Of some old world
Still preserved in those petals.

Takes me to a place
Where winning some silly game
My cheers grow loud
And your eyes gleamed
I didn’t know
Why!

A smile collected
On a page
A page etched
Of a rose.

Red.. yellow.. Gold..
My life nothing
But  strokes
Of  few fond colours.

April 6, 2010

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As I hold these grains of sand
It aches to see them 
Slip away.

A curtain specked
Unfurled through my fingers.

Away...
Away it goes...

And then a smile escapes.

I know one day
Each one would come back as
Pearl.

ps: Cheers to gorgeous moments..!!

March 3, 2010

Walk in the park



Walking in the park
Thinking stiff
Searching my soul mate
My love to live. 

I look shyly
At couples
All so engrossed
I felt lifeless. 

A small voice then muttered
What’s the point living?
There’s nobody for me
Nobody caring.

Lost in the maze
I tripped off a stone
A hand just then
Reached for my support.

Oh!  That’s the guy I always fancied
Charming as if a fairy tale prince
My heart pounds faster
And I wish he doesn’t listen.

I knew, I knew
My name was christened to him
He is my man
For him I have been living. 

Embracingly in his arms
His gaze so wise
I felt myself
Dissolving in his eyes. 

Moments later, he asked me if I was fine
I wished to say no
But if he was with me
I could say so. 

Breaking the ice we chatted animatedly
All the while
Happiness could kill me
Or I could go senile. 

What he said
Touched my heart
Told me that he always
Wanted to start. 
His inhibitions had held him
So had mine
I said it took so long
When everything could be fine. 

Yes, we are so fearful
Of the word reject
That we often forget
It’s even worse to regret.

Why we leave things?
For destiny to sort
Realizing at last
That we lost the war which we never fought.  

I wish I could
Go back and do
The things which I
Must have opted to… 
But now is the time
It’s never too late to start
Just rebegin things
And walk in the park… 



ps: This comes from my teenage diary. Yes, I had 'mills and boons' fancies. :D

February 14, 2010

Rare Sojourn…



Soft breeze,
Endless water,
Pondering …


Yeah, what else!


Waves combed to your contours.
It seems the world has fallen in love with you.


Forgotten rains, melted crests,
Gushing past me.
 The cool calm reminisces,
Gushing inside me.


Your numerous smiles,
Of forgotten origins fly across.
Aah...You,
One elixir,
A paragon of love unleashed.


Some agitation…
The Adam’s ale brewing,
Intoxicated, dancing to some wild tune,
Disturbing my impassioned thoughts.


The small swirls swell bigger,
And up comes one beauty.
Astonished, afraid,
 I retreat.


She sits by me,
Drying her tresses.
Myriad questions, tongue tied,
I gaze in disbelief.


And when she looked into my eyes,
More surprised she seemed.
Staring at me,
She made a brief greet.


I uttered hard:
Oh Mermaid!
Does water spirit really exist?
Those great tales of yore.
Vague chimera, another fantasy.
But now I see.


 Nodded delightedly,
 And then she bade.
Calling her back I asked,
 The purpose of rare sojourn we had.


To my curiosity
Of being at the brim
Heard of late,
She sang this hymn,
Oh Gal!
Does Love really exist?
Those great tales of yore.
Vague chimera, another fantasy.
But now I see.


One’s life,
Another’s folklore.
Smiles, further smiles,
And both plunged into life once more.



Waves combed to your contours.
Yes, the world has fallen in love with you.



Arm around my shoulder
And softly you say,
Come, let’s go home
Getting dark by the bay!


~Possessed by Artist~

February 5, 2010

Angel


Doe eyed, fair skinned
Delicate and so mine
That touch still lingers…

Finally I had you
After months of enquiry.

As I try embracing you
They prompt:
Careful.”

Those shiny crystals
Examining me
I wait …

Some familiar smell
Aah! You smile
And I love you back.

My tiny hands
Insufficient
Your intrinsic trust
Powerful.

Hence,
Birth of my angel.

-----x-x-x------

Year after year
Perfect mates
Partners in crime.
Maa screams there:
Lo… the devils united.”

--x-x--

PS: Rightly said, there's no other love like the love for a brother. There's no other love like the love from a brother.

January 30, 2010

SPRING


Spring shall come forth
Teeming blazing water upon ice
Tingling the breaths…….
Shall come as stress lines upon forehead
Sweeping away hardships
Ascending the rugged mountains
It will gush down as rivers
Laying backdrops
Blossoming colours
Modeled as per wishes
Would sprout blithely into the womb.

ps: Can't really express how lucky I am to have posted this. Here comes a unique blend of relations..emotions... The Image comes from my Best Friend, a painting which depicts the aura of spring while the Verse comes from my Dad's book Aur Kuch Nahi Toh, a translation of his Hindi poem Basant.
Muses, I can no other answer make, but, thanks, and thanks.

January 29, 2010

Daughter


She cherishes his company
She learns through his ways
She yearns his appreciation
Follows what he says.

Working to make him happy
She’s genuine
Fumbling she lies
She’s honest
Poorly she hides
All real and so mischievously fake
Just anything for his sake.

She imitates him
Muses being him.

She’s a learner
A silly inquisitor
Seeks no excellence
Just being a little girl forever.

January 22, 2010

A Gift Post...


Unhurried Footsteps on Moonlit Path



There was time- enough time for them both before the sun rose. This night was theirs. He had traveled more than half the country's length to see her and she had sneaked out of her home after midnight to see him.


She was a bit nervous as she waited. Someone walked in from the darkness. Anxious eyes searched the other's face. The joy of recognition - a sudden twinkle in their eyes. A smile broke on their faces which narrowed a bit as if to ask: "how are you?", but then it grew wider unrestrained like the gushing flood water. Yes it was flood indeed - of emotions - never had they imagined they would meet like this! They were thrilled! Absolutely overjoyed!


For a split second they couldn't decide what to say for they had so many things to say all at once.


He was the first who spoke:

"Miss Nautanki - "


"Haat! I am not talking. Is this a time to meet?"


"Theek hai. I am going back then."


"Oyee - ruk toh! Mein to awevi bol diya.."


"Mein itney dur sey aya - tujhe awevi lagta hai?"


"Arey nehein..."


Before she could say anything: "Ab chup! Pata hi hoga tera naam nautanki kyun rakha hai?".


More smiles. They weren't those sophisticated lovers, you know, who need to present expensive gifts to profess love. For them just being together was enough!


Smiles grew to laughs that reverberated the silent night. At first she was a bit like: "Don't you laugh so loud - others might listen". But eventually his charm did the trick - she was laughing uncontrollably at his silly "useless" jokes. Useless is in quotes because that’s what she called them.


Talks were varied. It hardly had anything to do with love. They talked about the coffee shop, the drying lake, the traffic, their classes, their frustrations, their joys, their lives... Far away the city lights twinkled. Nothing had changed except that two people now were no more two.


They walked, in silence. For not always they needed words to talk. A smile would suddenly creep their face like a flash illuminating their pretty faces as they would have remembered something very embarrassing that had happened to them. And they continued to walk weighing the words carefully before speaking. One of them was a poet you know!


They seemed to be mesmerized. Life was enchanting. Life seemed like spirit inside a bottle - intoxicating, volatile. They wanted to enjoy every minute as dawn approached. Yet like spirit in the bottle time was vaporizing fast and they tried but in vain to catch falling sand with their hands.


Train at 8:30. He has to leave. Never had he felt more helpless - he wished time would freeze.


Byes are indeed a difficult thing.

-X-X-X-

As the train speed past the forests he stood at the door, air gushing past him, his eyes cast leeward. She walked home in disbelieve - she actually met him and he left already! She was shaken.


PS: This comes from a special friend and my favorite blogger- Abhishek.I’m so glad that he dedicated this post to me. A real life fairy tale that shows his eloquence at powerful and vivid expression of sentiments. Best Story I’ve ever read.

Worthy of all praise, can’t thank him enough.

December 20, 2009

DREAM


He and She talk about their dreams, their most cherished desires in life, and their spirit to aim the wild blue yonder.

She says,” I want to see myself at a book launch, signing personal copies for the readers. And I want to see dad look at me and smile.”

He continues,” You know what I dream of?”

“What?”

He says, “I am riding the super sports bike and its handling like a dream and after the long straight, it screeches to a halt and then I dismount the bike, remove my helmet and say,

"Pretty nice thing I created."


PS: For those who relished "He & She" in Jab We Met [Link to Post] and asked for more...

December 16, 2009

BRAT


Let me introduce you all to a guy called “Brat.”


When Brat was 4, he was sent to Convent.

Curiosity to light a matchstick and study how a flame works, Brat ended up burning away the curtains of his class teacher’s room.


He was expelled.


Another school, Brat now 6, while playing he pushed a fellow mate into the well. The child was later rescued.


He was now sent to government school.


In desperation to be able to wear spectacles, for he found them so smart, he looked through a magnifying lens to the sun to weaken his eye sight.

Dangerously smart!


Always up to some mischief, he would purposely bump into people standing by the verandah. Scornful and disgusted they would be seen cursing him ceaselessly.


A decade later, Brat was already part of communist movement while his fellow mates sat mugging for matric exams.


Another decade passes, Brat, a 9 pointer came as a gold medalist from one of India’s premier institutes.


Brat is now a happily married guy, father of two and an erudite.


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PS: Brat is my Dad.

PPS: Brat is called “Genius” now.